
After a hiatus of a year, we publish a piece not exactly Cork-based, but written by a rebel in exile. Firstly in the Pale, but now further afield.
During the winter of 2017 I was evicted from my then home of seven years. Since that period, I have tried many times over to capture what I and many others who lived in my local community experienced in my own words. For a variety of reasons things never came to full fruition until now. This week an election looms large for the Irish public. This has brought all kinds of scurrying creatures out from their lairs in the hopes of securing re-election. Our current leader has never been one to shy away from the limelight (spending 100 thousand euro a month on PR* his first 18 months in his position). He recently took to the nation’s airwaves and as usual he was like some Victorian era character far removed from the lives of the majority. This isn’t a piece about those kinds of people, and I will keep my revulsion to a minimum, it was his words that inspired me to finish writing this. He spoke about his buying a home at 24 and how that was the norm for his generation. He feigned regret that it is no longer possible for Irish people to do so yet he is an active agent in maintaining the status quo of Mass Homelessness and other social maladies. This vile display helped me to share my experience as it is the kind of experience my generation has lived.
My experiences of life under the established government parties includes this one. I received the same kind of illegal eviction notice the majority of others living around me had, a vague excuse lying about the reason you have to vacate, and the clock started ticking. Like thousands of others I was faced with a choice. Stay and fight a battle stacked against you with the state itself siding with the landlords, or find somewhere new. This made me feel alone and isolated even though I had a support network around me comprised of those in similar situations and fighting back against illegal evictions. I began to experience feelings of low Self-esteem and low Self-worth. My days and nights were filled with new uncomfortable levels of Anger and Anxiety. The Stress built daily as the pit of my stomach knotted with depression and fear. Fear that this could lead me to lose my job. Fear that everything you have struggled to hold together will fall apart. Fear you will be the one on the streets. Fear of how you will be perceived by others. I began to blame myself. I began to question what I could have done differently despite having been happy with the hard work and early mornings I was putting in up until that point. I began to suffer sleepless nights and empty days. Meals that I couldn’t taste. People ask you how you’re doing and you tell them you’re fine. You don’t tell them that you’re on the edge. You don’t tell them that you want to cry. You don’t tell them that you don’t know how much more you can take. It’s not that you feel like they don’t care but you don’t want to be a bother. You don’t see how they can help. You don’t see how anybody can help when the state itself is complicit in all of this. You know this is not down to your actions but the greed of others, but it doesn’t ease the pain or the situation. Each day this builds like a pressure cooker until you expect steam to come out of your ears until the faithful day dawns and you step into the unknown.
For me economic eviction led to a downsize in living space and an increase in rent. I was fortunate unlike many others and kept my precarious job in the construction industry. I was worn down after years struggling through the recession. I was tired from years fighting austerity measures. I was drained from watching the state privatise assets at a loss and trying to do likewise with our water infrastructure. Witnessing the same segments of society who brought financial and social ruin to Ireland, the bankers, landlords and corrupt politicians continuing to profit off others misery had me at my wits end.
That was December 2017, a lot has changed in my life since then but unfortunately the inept policy of the corrupt government and its servants has not. The housing crisis in Ireland continues, levels of homelessness have continued to climb having passed the 10,000 mark recently**. When we hear the word homeless most of us imagine an adult on the street. In Ireland the homeless consists of people from all walks of life, the young and the old. Children tonight are homeless in Ireland. People over sixty have recently become homeless – the last number I saw was that 200 had accessed emergency accommodation in the preceding months. I have to repeat that children and people over sixty are being made homeless in a so called first world country. This is not because they have made mistakes, this is not because they have failed to participate in society or uphold the social contract – it is because as, a government, the established Irish players have failed them. This Housing and Health crisis could be resolved, it is by choice that those in power have allowed this both to happen and to continue.

With my home in Dublin’s north inner city I was living on the wrong side of town, when the Luas arrived I was pushed to the wrong side of the tracks. The first day of public operation of the extension to the Green Line was also Day Zero for me to vacate the apartment I had called home for 7 years. Like countless others I had fallen victim to what some might call gentrification, but can be more honestly be described as social cleansing. The south-side barbarians along with others of the upper classes of Dublin’s fair city and county had been preparing for the opening of the gates for months. Soon I fear the invasion forces will have wiped out all traces of the local culture and community that had mostly survived and occasionally thrived within the confines of Dublin 1. The nasal pinch of the D4 accent threatens to wipe out the Luke Kelly Dublin lilt of the area.
From Dorset street to the I.F.S.C and from Ballybough to O’Connell Street, communities were being wiped out. The social bonds we form through our daily interactions are what comprise a community, when we lose our home, our post office, our places to socialise we most likely lose these bonds as well.
The benefits of safer streets and easier access to transport were not to be felt by those who lived in my former community. Those who survived in spite of a system that had turned its back on them were not to reap the rewards due to them for continuing to fight for a decent life. Their reward has been financial terrorism. Fascism with a pair of chinos and a mocha-latte. They have been the victims of N.A.M.A wine lake-drinking, morally void leeches that have wagged class war upon the denizens of this and other areas for years, continually using all the dirty tricks in the State’s book to take more than they have contributed. Up and down the country lives have been lost. Mental health and Social issues which arose due to austerity conditions have killed people and the true cost in lives of the Bank Bailout numbers more than any gangland feud. As the vulture funds have been stripping the meat from the carcass these maggots have been sucking the bones dry under a state-supported ideology that employs all means of thuggery to achieve its aims. But I digress.
One of the first places to be snuffed out for the arrival of the Luas was a pub on Parnell Street frequented by those of the traveling community not only from the capital but all parts of Ireland. Members of a community that has endured hardship whilst undeservedly being looked down upon the length and breadth of the isle, as far as I’m aware, have no place to frequent within the city centre now. A hipster watering hole now occupies the space though I doubt it extends the same welcome. Not long after that one of Irelands busiest post offices, due to it primarily serving those in receipt of social welfare, closed its doors – a petition raised by those employed and serviced there ignored.
After 140+ years of deprivation, events such as the lock outs of 1913, epidemic after epidemic, Drugs, suicide, homelessness, AIDs, gangland criminality, living conditions the upper tiers would not accept the area received a large injection of cash. Roads were resurfaced. Parks and common areas were tidied up and made safer. Alleys were cleared. Hedges pulled down so as not to provide shelter for illicit trade. All beneficial activities yet who benefited? The working poor who had struggled to live in the area? Those who had spent years living under threat of violence? The mothers, brothers, fathers and sisters who had suffered from the maladies resultant from an inadequate social health system? The migrant workers and their families who struggled for years to pay the rent? The 1400+ families in emergency accommodation in the area*? The big sweep of the North Inner City was not just of the litter but of its tenants. Only those families who had council housing and roots dating back for several generations could stand against the rising tide. Rents rocketed 100 to 150 percent in 2 years from 2015 to 2017 and while those in emergency accommodation still provide lucrative income for the greedy, mass evictions were loosed upon the rest of us.

December 2017. Tonight is my last night climbing the broad stairway, four flights of eleven steps. It is the last night I will be greeted by the window halfway, capped by a curving arch. Its 12 panes 2 ft x 1.5 ft that have grown so familiar offering me the view first enjoyed by Georgian upper crust Jacks then reallocated through time to the lower ebbs of society. I came into this building a social outcast renting in a socially deprived area, a no go if you will. Ireland was deep in recession and this was the heart of deprivation, but when I first climbed this stairs and held the banister, when I gazed at the spindles older than Joyce and Shaw I felt security. For the first time in a few years I had a place to call my own and as years passed it became my home. In those early days all we had was the bog channels, there wasn’t a drop of internet in sight.
One evening I was watching some drivel on TV3 blaming and shaming the victims when I rose to make a cuppa tae for myself and my roommate from the house-a-fun. As I stood stirring the bainne I heard “werr on the bleedin telly”! And rightly so, there outside our front door was the reporter. The hack of him, claiming begging gangs were congregating in those walls. Families packed to the rafters drawn by the allure of choking to death by the m50 begging whilst being demonised and shunned for the benefit of slum landlords. I was used to being called a culchie as I had come from outside Dublin but this clown was calling us immigrants and using terms such as squalor yet hadn’t even bothered to leave a note when he was ‘doing his research’ to determine the make-up of the street.
When I moved in there were two cranes visible from my back window. They lay idle for years, the remnants of the construction industry crashing along with the economy. The summer of 2017 me and my one of the four other friends staying with me at the time counted 26 tenants. Why were there five people living in a two-bed apartment? Because all the work was in Dublin but none of us could afford to rent by other means so things got cosy for a bit. During this time the buzz word of the politicos was ‘recovery’. It was by no means a recovery for anybody, because the wealthy who were prospering now hadn’t ever suffered an hour due to the austerity measure implemented by their blundering, and the rest of us didn’t feel any better.

Of the many evictions in the area I have been lucky. Of the evictions in my building I have been lucky. A family on the ground floor in my building spent a considerable time between being on the streets or in emergency accommodation. A few months after we left our home’s I visited them in the latest emergency accommodation they had been shifted to for a birthday gathering. I began chatting with the landlord/proprietor who was floating about keeping an eye on things. He told me he was a former civil servant, retired. I told him I worked in the electrical construction industry and while chatting he told an anecdote of how lucky he had been when there had been a fire as he had removed the smoke alarm from the laundry room where the fire had started. I stood, aghast, as he described how if the room had not been in use he may have gotten into a “bit of bother”. I did my best to hide my revulsion as no thought was given to the lives of the children he was receiving vast sums of state money to house. He was in the process of converting the basement into more rooms and a garage at the back was soon to receive the same makeover. These are the kinds of people who benefitted from a supposed recovery. The kinds of people who hang their election posters in an area where a homeless man has just been bulldozed from his tent care not for the plight of the common person.
I no longer live in Dublin, like many others of my generation I became an economic migrant. Over the last decade let us not forget emigration levels at times were on a par with those of the famine times of the 1800’s. I made the choice to go not because I fancied life on distant shores but because faced with the birth of my first child my choice was as such. Stay in Ireland and pay a lot more money for a lower standard of living or move to mainland Europe. It was not an easy decision to make but the financial difference alone outweighed all else. Leaving Ireland for the time being has brought with it many struggles like learning a new language, but again I have been fortunate enough to be able to face such hurdles. Many others like me have not had such luck and continue to struggle day to day.
The Ragged Trousered Philantropist
**https://www.focusireland.ie/resource-hub/about-homelessness/
There were 10,448 people homeless in the week of November 18 – 24 2019 across Ireland. This figure includes adults and children. The number of homeless families has increased by over 300% since November 2014. More than one in three people in emergency accommodation is a child..





















